Love

What's love? When I was small I always wondered what real love would feel like.

Now, after surviving some pathetic attempts of "serious relationships" I still have no idea what actual real love is.

I've felt the charms of the first love, that is nothing more than a childlike fantasy if you can't find a way to get your feet to the ground. Sadly, I didn't ground myself in time. When reality hit me, I understood that my "in love" attitude wasn't exactly the type he liked.

Passionate love, well that one sure sounds fun. Passionate love, I have to admit I've never truly experienced. Maybe the passionate part, but the love part got lost somewhere. Who knows? Passion tends to be fleeting, that's all I can surely say, though everything has its exception.

I think to find myself in love now, I think. But nothing is for sure. I'm very impulsive and my opinions tend to change quickly. It's very difficult to know when you're truly in love. I, for one, am terrified of love and at the same time totally fascinated by it.

For me, love is very unpredictable. It always brings pain but where there is pain there will always be happiness. I'm not afraid of falling in love, I'm afraid of being in love.

When you're in love you're completely vulnerable. People can hurt you easily. You can't control your feelings as deftly as you used to. It's really a mess, I swear to God! Love is very complicated.

I've heard that love is to give yourself completely to someone and that someone to you. Love has no rules.You're just forced to do what your heart truly feels, and somehow, that makes you feel so good! So right! Everything seems to feel so perfect for those brief moments that your soul really does give in to love. Have I loved? I have no idea. But I've felt a lot of things that seem to be love.