Where does a girl get good kinky stuff?

Where does a girl get good kinky stuff? Seriously, I have been wanting this type of lovely night gown or this type of underwear, and I can't find it. My man bought me a Kimono once, a sexy Kimono, and I loved it in the website, but in real life... tan tan tan tan! Deception!! it was not as nice looking as in the website, I mean, nothing was ripped or anything. However, you could see the type of fabric they used to make it wasn't very good.

Maybe it was the company, and maybe it is the lack of these stores, but I can't find a good place with good decent indecent clothes.

Why does it have to be so hard for women? I blush every time I pass the condom stand, because I know I want to look, but there is always a Mrs. Whatshername around staring at you as if you were an indecent woman. Mrs Whatshername is typically an upper class old lady who is attached to the conservative ways. And believe me, that old hag chases me around every time I'm thinking about buying or looking at something kinky.

But in reality, is Mrs. Whatshername really there? or is it just my conservative guilty bothering me? Are women so use to the old ways that they feel embarrassed about their sexual need or curiosities?

Sadly enough, I still haven't found the courage to buy myself a vibrator, and I've been dying to have one. And yes, I know I don't need to go to a store, I can order it online. But still, I'd later have it... and probably love it more than any of my other things. No, no, no! I'm a complete perv, I'd become addicted to the thing, and even forget I have a man. Who BTW does not want me near a vibrator, he feels those things are like enemies more than allies. I guess he is right in a way, it is competition.Thou if he were less chicken, he could actually make a vibrator his allies during sexual sessions, but that is another talk for another time.

Getting back to the subject, it is not so much the fact that you can't find good stores with kinky stuff, it is that usually a lot of women feel this awareness towards sexual criticisms, this strange embarrassment towards admitting you enjoy sex and you like this or that. Even in the most open minded places of the world, most women feel shy or timid about going into a store full of sexual stuff.

It is clearly all due to a Masculine dominated society, where men have women not exactly submitted, it is more like they have women on an alter, they expect us to be innocent or mysterious or conservative. Of course, not all men think this way, but that is basically how women were seeing some centuries ago, and some of that still exist in our society of today.

For example: Men say they love horny, spontaneous and extremely sexy women, like a typical blond with big breasts. But in reality, they never think of her has a bride or as a real girlfriend, they think of her as a fun sex toy, and all you girls out there know we do not like that.

So I think maybe we are influence by what society says about how women should be and how they should behave, because we are scared of not being seeing for who we really are, we are scared that the sexual criticism will over shadow us. That's probably why some of us are still timid when wanting to buy a vibrator, condoms or even a corset, we may even think that we are losing respect. However, women are revolting against this past, these conservative ways that limit us, that limit us women in our search for freedom.

Next time I'm in the supermarket, and I pass the condoms stand, I'll stand and check all the condoms out as much as I please, and if Mrs. Whatshername dares to give me a stare, I'll show her the finger. She can go fuck herself!