Rambling on about jealousy and my new man

It's been some time since I last laid my hands on these keyboards, even though I love writing, being faithful to a blog is not my thing. Today, I feel like rambling on about stuff. And dear sweet public of mine be patient, I'm sure something good will come out of this post.

Recently, I've been dating a new man... Oh yeah! a new man... Well not so new, he is the dude I mention in my last post, the man who overthrew the Nordic Sex God. Thou I have to admit, mister Nordic Sex God is still hot... but no, no, no! Sex and love are two different things. Let's stick to this new, wonderful (oh yeah) man I'm seeing.

The guy is patient, tolerant, comprehensive, sweet, attentive and protective. "Where can I get me some of those?" I hear some ladies shout....My answer to you all single girls is "I have no fucking idea!". Oh I also hear someone else say "He must be fucking ugly or something, someone like that can't be cute". And you know what?, he is cute, he isn't Brad Pitt neither, but the man is cute, and has a very fun and kinky side too, thou that side he only shows to me in our private moment...I know, right? How can I just come and say this guy is almost perfection!? And all out of the blue.

I know what all these women who don't believe in love are thinking. This probably is a whole exaggeration of things. I think maybe, maybe not. However, there is nothing like having a good man to hold you tight, specially if that man wants to constantly rip your clothes off.

There is nothing like having a passionate man to sooth your sorrows and aches away. I can tell him almost anything, anything at all and he will try to understand me. Of course, I do the same for him.

Just some days ago we were talking about how we deal with jealousy. His way is "I trust you, so I don't worry about that" which is man code for "I don't want to think about it, and I don't want to talk about it". On the other hand, my way was making sure he knew I'd hunt the girl down and kill her, and later castrate him... He He He Of course, all of this being a silly joke....He He He not!

But seriously thou, how do we deal with jealousy? I get instantly alert when other women are talking to him too much or touching him in any way, I specially dislike the "touching him", but I'm thankful the man isn't really Brad Pitt or else I would have become a mass murderer.

In his case, when he gets jealous he makes little hints or comments that lead me on, thou they are not so obvious, since he is too proud to admit jealousy.

And at what point those jealousy become excessive?  or even evolve into an obsession? I personally never experienced nothing so extreme, but I have been excessively jealous once, and I'll let you ladies know it scares him off and it scares everyone in general off.

Extreme jealousy mostly develops when people are extremely insecure, or their partner has been unfaithful before and that has eventually turned you into an insecure person toward your relationship. I think the best option is to dump the man, it is not easy, but living in fear he'll cheat on you is way too awful.

In the present, I personally find jealousy as something very hot. I don't understand it myself, but I think it's extremely hot to be jealous, I automatically feel like making dirty savage love to my man. It's like this primal feeling inside me, it overwhelms me, as if I have to prove myself or claim him for myself. I don't understand it. However, the only thing I do know is that a little jealousy can keep you alert and keep you throwing wood in the fireplace, if you get what I mean...